Something inside of me died

For every day I get better and more fresh. Some days the energy is still low – but I am recovering and no more illness 🙌

Getting home from India to “you might have corona-virus – stay away from us” have been tough. I am not going to lie.

India was amazing. No wonder I would have liked to stay longer.
I went to India to participated in yoga teacher training. That was a journey!
I learnt a lot! Not only yoga sequences, but also spiritual and mental.

It have been anti climax getting home. I really wanted to extend my India adventure. The days attending the yoga training was so intense. I wished to enjoy more of Rishikesh afterwards. But no matter how I twisted or turned it, it got too much of a hassle or way too expensive to extend my stay. So I decided to stick to the first plan.
Then I just got home and got really sick.

Self isolated. Fever. Cold. Visiting the toilet more often than normal. No appetite. Slept most of the day.

Something inside of me died – both in India and when I came back home. But I feels like it have created space and energy to do things differently. I feels like I try to learn to walk again – in a new way.

That also means that……… I thought about since I made my website 5 years ago. I struggled back and forward. My webdesigner know about this, I have talked about this more than once.

And now it is time.
Most videos and audios will be in English. If you speak Danish and participate in courses, workshops etc in Denmark will be in Danish. Otherwise I will slow build up my materials in English.
I will let the flow guide me. NO RULES!

Why I didn’t do it from the start?
I have always been afraid that people will find me too much if I did my stuff in English. Appartenly I do not like to be too much. But by the way, who decite if I am too much.

So from today. No more hiding. Stuff will come in the language which flows for me.
Scary as sh*t: yes… but also feeling a lot more free 🧡

Do you know the feeling of hiding? Do you have something where you are afraid to be too much?

Namaste Cammille